I was noticing that I haven't written as many things that are long and involved since about 2011. Part of the reason for this is that my son graduated with his university degree at this time. But then, he and his wife broke up and I was worried about him so he became my project so he would stay alive through this breakup. But, now he is happy in his new life and has a new girlfriend. But, I'm still having trouble moving on with my life in some ways because now my youngest daughter will be going away to college this coming Fall 2014. So, now my wife is sort of freaking out because she is our youngest. So, both of us are worried about the "Empty Nest Syndrone". I've already experienced this once with my now ex-wife because I have step children now 40 and 42 already. So, I'm not looking forward to the "Empty Nest Syndrome" again because I have consistently been raising at least one child under 17 in my home since 1974 when I was 26. So, for some reason all this has been affecting me in writing longer things like I did before. Also, one of the last things I wrote that was fairly long is "EMP" which is sort of apocalyptic that I was shown to write late on Christmas Eve 2011. Angels woke me up then and demanded I write this. I've never completely understood why but maybe writing this helped avoid a real EMP somewhere in real life so far here on Earth.
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